OMFG.
you're not gonna belive this because i cant and refuse to accept the fact that
MY GROUP SUBMITTED OUR ACCOUNTING PROJECT LATE. can you fucking believe it?! this is so unbelievable it almost feels surreal. and if i want to trace back and find the faults in each group member that ultimately led us to our doom so that i can push the blame to everyone esle but me, you know what..I CAN!
1. the most prominent character undoubtedly is...not the genius of our group, but the malaysian who went totally MIA. he was supposed to send me his part by wed night before leaving for his hometown, and please bear in mind that we only started on our parts THIS WEEK when the project is due on friday, and well not so surprisingly, he didnt. so basically, the project is done by not 4, but 3 members. but it doesnt matter anyway because i dont think his contribution will make any difference.
2. we were supposed to complete everything last night and we could have but obviously didnt due to some reasons i choose not to state here. i stayed up all the way till 6am in the morning, unable to contact ANY of my group members at all, and waited and waited with HOPE AND FAITH. which were too frail to rely on in the end.
and i can go on about other nitty gritty factors that could have contributed to our incorrigible late submission in one way or another, even in the smallest possible way, but ultimately, i still feel so guilty because
i thought the submission deadline was 1230pm when it was actually 12pm.
and when editing projects, the perfectionist and anal-retentive part of me kicks in at full force and times like this, it has proven to be more harmful than good. with that stupidly imagined 1230pm deadline looming in my head, i edited and edited until we finally submitted our project at 1220pm. so should i take comfort that my time management is actually not that hopeless because if the deadline was what i thought to be 1230pm, WE WOULD HAVE SUBMITTED EARLY?! duh....fuck no! ultimately ULTIMATELY, the heartbreaking, mind-boggling fact is that we submitted the project LATE.
argh but this totally wouldnt have happened if i received all the files LAST NIGHT! remember i stayed up till 6am waiting and waiting and waiting. i was so prepared to not sleep at all to complete it. damn it. whatever xinyi, YOU STILL REMEMBERED THE DEADLINE WRONGLY.
i am beyond sian now.
seriously hope profgoh will be like my colaw prof: not particular on this punctuality of hardcopy issue (cause i submitted the softcopy on the dot. 12pm. and i found out the real deadline at 11.59am. maybe i should count my blessings instead. hurhur.)
anyway due credit has to be given to yz for her contribution.
would have submitted EVEN later if not for her.
so, this totally ruined the start of the weekends i was so looking forward to.
prawning, gossip girl, friends. i see no joy in them no more.
you know ive lived this week just for the sake of le weekends?
just tell me everything's gonna be okay.oh so fucking okay.Labels: rage, school
