cheesy
5:25 PM
xin jia po yong gan nu shen guo mei mei!indeed very yong gan.
Bu Pa Bu Pa is such a ridiculous cheesy song! ahh! unlike
lao shu ai da mi, there's alr a much nicer english version,
Dragostea Din Tei. but im not saying lao shu ai da mi is nice.
sandwichesnsoup
10:49 PM
today's a happy day!
we made sandwiches together :)
and he made the soup. it's only canned soup ma nthg much lol..kkk.
bread.cheese.ham.lettuce.ham.egg.bread. :) + cream of mushroom w potato.
tralala it was nice!
frying of the ham [is it frying?] was scary. the oil spurt out over such a great distance.
so he volunteered to do it. haha. eh but i didnt mind doing it at all. well nvm. he insisted. lol.
then i did the eggs. believe me, THEY WERE PERFECT. the yolk didnt break and the colour was nice. and i acheived 1/2-3/4 cooked yolk for mine. hehe.
of course the soup was nice too. haha. how can it not be? =p
to conclude. [LOL] my lunch was perrfect cause we made it together. :)
i just washed the dishes from lunch and yest's dinner. aint i a good girl? lol.
im going to pack my room later. clothes strewn all over the place.
and probably sweep the floor too.
i feel like a housewife.
i've been eating NONstop these few days
mainly kokokrunch and s'mores granola bars. soooooo nice!
fri went to the interview with longyu. it wasnt really an interview cause i think we alr got the job.
but anyway i think im not taking the job. dont wanna work individually for such long hours.
ate blueberry cheesecake! muahahha i love blueberry cheesecake. longyu at her tiramisu. i think i like that too. then ate pasta. nice! :)
i think nike is so successful and it earns too much money
so the people dont have to care if they advertise or not since it alr so popular
but nike has excess money! so no harm done in making advertisements that i dont and dont bother to comprehend. im talking about tt advert where the guys sit at the table eating and this guy just dreams about playing bball with his extra huge bread. because i cant be bothered to listen to what they are talking about, i dont understand the advert and how it is related to nike except for that "bball" part.
ok.ok.ok. im just bored.
anyway this entry sounds so happy it almost seemed disgusting.
hahaha. prob cause of the first para.
but..so? haha. my business. or issit your business if you find it nauseating.
aiya whatever.
byebye.
i abhor you.
10:08 PM
deleted quite a few posts.
taking into consideration that this blog has less than 15 posts, i said "quite a few posts"
i think im still not comfortable with having a public blog
ok i dont update my private blog lately too
but still..ahh whatever.
i dont really bother to talk to people lately
stuff that i used to do...
like picking up the phone to call up people to talk
or chatting on msn
or sms-ing
all these stuff..im like just too lazy to do
and i dont really feel like communicating with people.
or maybe i dont know how to communicate anymore.
tuesday. pouring rain. bought a doublecheeseburger. went to mp lib. borrowed 3 books.
i was quite happy. found a jonathan nasaw book that i dont already have. but sian. it wasnt really nice. decided to stop reading it and move on to the other 2 books. one of the books i think i have it alr but just cant find it at home. so anything just borrow it. haha. im just typing whatever crap that comes to my mind. argh.
arghh. bitch.
oops. argh.
life's a bitch.
gloomy
4:15 PM
do you think anyone will chance upon this blog?
i certainly hope not.
i didnt tell anyone esle and nobody linked me.
nothing much.
i dont know if i love or detest afternoon naps
i just had nightmares again
i wanted so much to sleep on to find out what i would do later on. and what they would do.
and i remembered i had so much more to scream at him.
my phone worked for a whlie. i could even read a disgusting message urk. there was an animation in it! so high tech! blah.
then it shut down again when i was just getting into the stuff.
at least i was honest in my dream. i even felt good in it. cause i was the only honest one in it.
ok i shall go interpret my nightmare now.
anyway i had to force myself to wake up cause of PW.
damn i really detest pw.
come what may
12:53 AM
i actually received a call in the evening. strange. i was surprised. haha. but well at least im not forgotten.
am i still working or am i not? haha whatever! i dont exactly LOVE that stupid job. is I DUN WANT it. not the stupid job dont want me ok. Lol.
woah wanna come find me tmr morn? haha. another pleasant surprise. im making it seem like im easily surprised. haha. anyway..it's good. haha.
im on the phone right now..tralala. is it good or bad. hope it's not silence is golden. haha i think it's not ;)
bah im so random. i purposely make myself slp ultra late last night so that i wont wake up early and bore myself to death or think myself to death. well i woke up real late at 2+ ate some stuff and chat with BANNIE [lol] den i went back to slp. AGAIN. celebrated my dad's bdae. 50.
oops tension's building up. haha. what can i say?
i am so random. ignore me.
i am..
2:23 AM
i am.
morbid
sadistic
broken
& colder than hell
hurt
hope-less
confused
unimportant
unwanted
just so. hurt.
sometimes i actually wish i suffer from depression
it'll be normal for me to be self destructive and ...and. depressed.
den everyone will think twice before talking to me
for fear of hurting my feelings.
but on second thoughts.
it wouldnt be good at all
no one will bother about me
i might end up dead before 18 cause i wun cut myself i wun stuff pills i wun inflict pain
i'll just jump. and if i jump i'll surely die.
you have no idea how hurt i am
and so drained of energy and emotions
i hate you." just like what you wrote all over my organiser
1:03 AM
from
random confessions..a site i found through my bro's blog..
"
| I love her so much. I have promised myself that I will never cheat on her again, and so far I haven't... but I am scared that I might. I just can't help myself sometimes. I'm a modest guy, but I will admit that women tend to throw themselves at me sometimes. I don't know why, I don't even think I'm attractive. I just wish I could stop cheating on her. I need to stop. I want to marry her. Fuck."
haha i dunno what to say about this guy.
ok nvm still a bastard. seems like he cheats a damn lot.
|
12:09 AM
today. or yesterday. i went swimming with longyu.
yea that's all.
communication breakdown
12:05 AM
argh
COMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN.
ahhharghh! $*&@^$*%@#^%^@$(*@&$(*@&%!*^@!*$&^@!%#)%&#*(@&%
saddening.
