to embrace change
4:18 PM
omg in 3 months time, im leaving for USA.
this mixture of emotions is overwhelming!
im pretty psyched bout it. but gotta admit, im really really REALLY scared due to the lack of friends over there.
i can make friends, but we all know im not that sociable a person and i dont really have friends of other races or nationalities. except for sam. whom i dont really talk to anyway.
ok i've got colleagues from Germany and Switzerland but but but... i didnt really interact with them! simply because there's a huge generation gap.
and 6 months away from home!
oh how i'll miss my family and my baby and my besties and the familiar people in my life
and not to mention the food! :(
i seriously think i'll get home-sick very soon.
imagine all the load of junk food in USA...i'll become super fat in no time la! :'(
too many things to think through and too many uncertainties.
a part of me wants to just stay in Singapore and never leave my comfort zone.
but ultimately, i've taken the risk and submitted the acceptance form.
no turning back and no regrets. if not it'll be $300 to the GIP office and thousands of dollars of living expenses gone to waste.
gotta make this a once-in-a-lifetime experience with lovely memories and friends.
because if it sucks, i'll feel miserable every single day for 6 months.
that will definitely eat me alive.
OMG IM GOING TO USA!!!!!!!!!*how can i study with this much on my mind! argh!
Labels: school
10:58 PM
no time for tears
no shoulders to cry on anyway
lone.Labels: 25061988
3:42 AM
Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call in love
Used to call it love
a Bass habit
11:37 PM
how come he can look so good without socks
i can almost hear him say "cause I'm Chuck Bass."
hahaha. stop mehh
Labels: random
harmful fashion
9:13 PM
so wanna get my hands on these.
those destroyed distress denim shortssssss
those heels that are much too high for comfort.
but i can only get them online and i dont shop online.
grrr.
& i want a black leather jacket.
& more hats because my hair is shapeless right now
& a long grey blazer.
but first
i need cash. a lot of it.
anyone for shopping tmr?
this is me escaping
Labels: random
trust fall
12:11 AM
1. i suspect there may be something wrong with me. i am constantly feeling lethargic and tired and restless.
im so sick of feeling tired all the time! what is it that is cocking up in my body?
do i not eat enough? NOOO for sure. do i not sleep enough? yea i guess. do i exercise? no. except for walking to and back from school. if only school was easy. i would have all the time to drag my lazy ass for a jog.
2. I AM STILL LAGGING AND HAVE YET TO CAUGHT UP ON ANYTHING. ARGHHHHH. i simply cant sit down and concentrate. and when im determined to, like today, i get a migraine. WTF.
3. just read GLAMOUR, and i am so itching to go shopping tmr! which means i wouldnt do any work at all. AGAIN! tie me to a chair and place me in front of my readings tmr ok?
4. i absolutely hate - let me repeat, HATE- it when cs uses that bloody "BLOODY" word on me all the time. "bloody busy"..."bloody dont reply" ..."bloody irritated" [yea you got that right.it gets on my nerrrrrrrrves.], just wherever you can insert that "bloody" word in a sentence.
i am just so SICK of your excessive usage of that word. & what's more, quit BUGGING me and requesting for meet ups every so often. even my best friends dont do that. if i dont reply, let it be known that IT'S INTENTIONAL. ok?
i just HAD to complain and bitch about it.
please dont text me about this.
kthxbye.
Labels: random
