11:19 PM
yooo
great news!
i havent bought ANYTHING for prom yet :D
lol. wheeee
shopping is getting borrrring.

just a random pic
lol. tjcco :D
went out with meiting and yirong after collecting testimonial
wheee it was quite a good day
because i talked a lot
hoho
another random pic.
i forgot who sent me.

ISNT THAT DUNMANHIGH ?!
wahahhahahahaha!!!
ok byebye
nthg to say
too bored.

11:48 PM
"i love you" is always followed by a thousand unspoken"buts"
you think?
haha.
dear blog
why do i not feel happy for the past few days.

12:05 AM
i spent my day sitting on my comfy bed playing xbox
in the middle i went to the library with angeline to borrow some books
i think i quite enjoy the me-time i have. haha
im not even in the shopping mood. bah.
qianmin made a confession
apple and her bought their prom dresses alr!!
OMFG. that's like EXTREMELY fast!
i will take forever to find mine! how??
sigh. get me in the mood for some real shopping please.
it's weird i yearn for movies more.
cats are so noisy when they mate
i know it probably helps enhance their pleasure lol
but can they keep it down?
not to say i never ever liked cats.
because they love to scare the hell outta me.
eww.
time to go to bed
i shld stop slping at times later than exams when they are alr over.
i shld slp at 10.
just like pre-school.
yea even when i was in psch, i slept late. lol.

4:01 AM
singapore's reality tv SUCKS.
they try to be funny by demeaning people, being sarcastic and giving EXTREMELY low marks like 3/20
they think it'll make people laugh
it just grosses me out.
egs? stupid huan le dian feng. now this nv hear before im the one.
and so on. im sure all you people out there can think of some immediately
sorry i dont watch channel 8 anymore lol.
because my mum hogs the tv every single day for her korean dramas
but i seriously dont mind at all.
singapore's own productions are deproving with each day.
yuck. suck.
severely irritated.
and HUANG YI LIANG IS BLOODY DUMB and DEMEANING.
played xbox just now.
why am i not pro at computer games!
LOL. i think i can only make it in the ninja game.
woot i declare that my fav.
i was playing tomb raider in the afternoon
i tell u my sense of direction really suck.
lol.
off to continue watch the bloody irritating LOUSY reality show
*pukes*
ok i asked for it.
lol.

12:16 AM
i decided to move the tv from my brother's room to my room
since my exams are over and his are coming
why dont i have some OC marathon or wadeva show there is
and wow the guys in my house are soooo helpful!
i cannot express how...how..THANKFUL i am.
no actually i meant. i cannot express how FED UP i was.
the tv is not exactly light. but still managable i guess
and im not very good with electronics
ARGH WHATEVER.
i am angry.
my dad is prob angry with me cause i flared at him in the afternoon
ARGH.
my day. isnt nice. at all.
today apple said im v independent
i thought not really.
well now i am so fed up
i would say YES i really am independent HOR?
because i have to be
because my brother plays his games all day you wouldnt dare ask him for help
everytime i ask for help i fear he wouldnt be willing to
argh
and my dad doesnt really help
because he is the man of the house
the da nan ren
arghhhhhhhh. $@*^%*&#@^$*&@!^#$*&^*&@$^&#%^#@^@!*&$#!
..................................................................................................................................................
ok im done.
so we've been thought and trained well
in any gp essay or econs essay written
there must be two sides to the picture
and also to ease my anger
and remind myself never to be ungrateful (haha.)
my bro has grown up (duh) and we dont quarrel anymore
before maths afternoon paper, my mum asked him to buy lunch for me
he did.
he helped fixed my com and even helped enhance it
he taught me math. ok a few qns. but still. hahha
and my dad...
dont need say alr.
which dad doesnt give all to theeir kids.
ok end of story.
...............................................................................................................
i have a very hot and quick temper today
and i feel pretty empty
on my way to sch. on the cab
the uncle asked me to score well and get number 1
he said i looked tired and asked me to drink red bull
LOL. so nice. he even said got shops by the road he can stop let me buy.
of course i declined. later stomachache how. haha
anyway i was thinking about the whole A level period
i am very thankful!
i didnt remember any wrong times or dates
i wasnt late!!
i remembered to bring everything. from entry proof to ic to jacket to calculator and so on.
i didnt suffer from insomnia
yay.
and then to my horror
i realised i forgot to bring my calculator after i reached school
lol. what luck!
on the last day hahahha
nvm because it's the A levels a lot of people bring spare
hehe so no worries :D
alrights
time to watch tv

7:30 PM

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3:34 PM
if i were a bird...
i think i'll feel weird shitting in mid-air
what if i shit on a fellow bird?
LOL.
ok i am v boh liao
back to studying
can someone please do a time freeze?

9:54 PM

An injury can grieve us only when remembered.The best revenge therefore,is to forget.was looking at my J1 tj organiser
woah. it was really a sick year.
haha.
so again im here to console people out there who wasted their time away not studying
i havent finish at least ONE topic of econs yet
and i realised, i didnt really touch econs at all before that
great
PANIC
TIME TO PANIC
QUICK GO PANIC LXY.

5:37 PM
help me up let's keep on running dont let me fall out of love it's 530 pm and i havent start work
hurray!
i cant study econs at home
from tampines to parkway
just for some pork chop dinner
:D
i love my boyfriend.
LOL.

10:19 PM
hi
no more math
no more FOOD CHEM.
yet another music to face.
ECONS. sigh.
toughest of all i guess
actually i quite like food chem
i like to read about it maybe?
but not study it. or memorise urk
i think i may miss doing math...
..my chem tutor baked cookies for alllll of us!
hehehe. so nice right hehe.
she say food chem-lemon meringue..must eat first before attempt qns.
lol so lame.
aiya nthg to say
i want to slp early today :D

6:52 PM
time to face the music
it's gonna be an obscenely frustrating night....
HELLO CHEMISTRY.
please let me get at least a B for chem
of course an A will be good..but haha
i know how unprepared i am. im so scared ill get a C.
i dont think i can complete everything
sigh. it's the A levels and i am totally unprepared
what an idiot.
owells
and please dont punish longyu!!!
byebye

8:43 PM
i am dead for chem
and IT SUCKS.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
%^$#@*^@$*&#@$)@!(%^*#^%$@*!&^#$*@!&$(#*%&*(#@$
DAMN IT.
FUCK.

1:23 PM
God just did not bestow upon me the gift of mugging
argh
how do people do it
sit down and study with such focus for long enduring hours
i am so bloody unprepared for chem!
obviously econs is even worse
FOOD CHEM FOOD CHEM FOOD CHEM
you tell me useless or not
i learn the structures of all those starch and proteins for fuck?
can i take more math papers and not take any chem?
ARGH.
h o r r i d.
how come fruits like mango can be plucked unriped and then wait to ripen?
sorry if this is a stupid question or i am stupid.
just curious lol.

10:20 PM
oh yea one more thing
i saw a couple quarrel in the library today
not quarrel as in shouting and all
just u know. a tiff.
i know they are J2s for sure.
cause ive seen the guy before. from TPJC?
so i was thinking.
firstly. tmr's A levels GP.
how to concentrate and mug hard in the remaining time after a fight?
even if it's resolved after tt. it must have taken quite a while.
and tt period of time spent getting annoyed, flaring, getting irritated and feeling unjust
could definitely have been put to use in the mugging of GP.
so yea. it's safer not to study together for major exams.
one fight is all it takes to ruin your life.
Lol. so serious sia.
secondly
do couples miss the times they quarreled?
hrm i know for me right now. i dont.
but what about the future?
what if the r/s became stagnant or individualistic
what if the r/s ended
i think people might do yea?
squabbles and fights they are a part of the r/s
after every fight it probably left a scar
but doubtlessly it must have brought the r/s to a deeper level
and if it's really love, it wouldnt be that fragile as to cause a permanent seperation would it?
well maybe in the case of chronic fights
but other than that. if it's really love.
forgiving wouldnt be that tough a thing to do right?
right.
i think i digressed a bit.
but anyway yea i guess people do miss the quarrels after the breakup
cause just like what lu qiao ying sang
"记得和你的争吵 想到老渴到老“
ji de he ni de zheng chao, xiang dao lao ke dao lao

9:47 PM
just a quick update cause i have too many random thoughts today
is pasir ris very clean and pure and innocent?
you know like white represents purity for the singapore flag?
ya why pasir ris got WHITE sands. WHITE water.
surely got more WHITE stuff. LOL.
anyway
WHITE sands must be the coldest shopping centre in Singapore
but maybe Vivo can thrash it? the air condition is new
well i dunno i havent been there yet. no worries.
VIVO you are my first target after lovely As.
i wonder what it feels like to drive a motorcycle
is it like cycling? will your butt be painful? or ur legs be numbed cause of that particular position you have to be with all the time. can you breathe easily and effortlessly with the wind smacking right in ur face?
hrmm..
today as usual. i decided to play with shimin's phone. HEHE.
so sam smsed he's scared. to shimin of course hehehe.
no they are not together. just some scandal angeline and i love to poke fun of shimin with.
and no yang cr she is not the one you know. but the one you know i also know. :D ok used to know.
anyway i HELPED shimin reply.
"shimin" (aka ME): dont scared la i'll be with you supporting all the way.
sam: hahaha. thanks thanks. that is you type or xinyi type one. anyway good luck for tomorrow.
"shimin" : of course is me la. i'll be there for you forever. And ever. And ever. And ever ever after.
sam : hahaha. you still got mood ah girl. read your resource package and dont think about me so much.
"shimin" : It's only human nature that i cant stop desiring craving yearning to see you. But the usage of mobile phones has resulted in a lack of real accontability and commitment to me. I am deprived of face to face communication that allows me interpretation of subtle shifts in your body language.
then he nv reply anymore.
i spent so much time typing tt he never reply. i want to kill S A M.
ok what's next.
oh ya zq very smart hor.
everytime after he niao yangcr. just put a kidding/just kidding behind.
then it's settled!
lol.
my dad sent me home today
it's been a while since i sat in the car
cause he went overseas to work ma
when i got down the car i almost said " daddy byebye"
lol. what crap.
too used to dad sending me to sch during the dhs days.
"Perhaps the bigger question is not whether we can ever trust the media to convey the truth, but whether we can ever trust ourselves to recognise the truth even if it slaps us in the face."
wahahhahahah. funny hor. LOL.
ok i know i am being extremely random
but oi. i bet you're no better.
besides, this entry must have helped you in GP in one way or another.
so thank me :D

1:37 AM
i went to take a look at my entry proof to check out the GP time
and i chanced upon a bright pink sheet of paper with "Lin Xinyi" plus a winnie the pooh sticker next to it and decorated with lots of scribblings
yea guess what. it's the write-stuff-to-ur-classmate thingy.
i dunno what it's called.
anyway i read it again. and this time i found it v funny! wahahha.
so here it is.
Firstly...By people i hold close to my heart....
Apple: hey mei nu! You're the babe of e class! aiyo think if have anything also dunno how to write mann..next time wanna watch matches can still come find me though i doubt still got chance..haha...look forward to our aunties gathering! Jia you for A's & dont stress k! smart gal sure can do it one!
[ya dont stress. now i really not stress. HOW?]
Qianmin: LIN XINYI!!! ahyo so shu till dont' know what to write here. you're pretty la. your hair is still nice la. haha. you're really fun to be with! you & angeline zhu zhu can be the best partners! with the both of you around it's always filled with 'HAHA's! take care! the four of us must always keep in touch & go shopping crazying together OKAY! B.Y.E =)
Angeline aka zhuzhu: WO SHI ZHU ZHU. WO YONG YUAN AI NI. JIA YOU. BU YAO slack le. you can do it!
Wanyier: HALLO wo xin yi de xinyi!! gu tian le zhen shi shuai :P xi wang wo men neng you duo dian xin ling shang de gou tong. zhu qian tu guang ming.
the boyfriend: you pon xue xiao. .....must add oil for 'A' level haha. good luck and have fun.
LOL. HAVE FUN. wahhahahah..how lame can he get?
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On Kbox and Mahjong... [a pretty common activity :)]
Dean: Yoz! Had fun time Mahjong-ing wif u! Yupz, must have more of such 'Fun time' 2gether in future k! "da ying jia"!!!
Zhenbin aka Barbie: Yoz Ken. This pretty girl who caught my eye in the first day of school (*Awww...). A fun person to be with, will always remember the times had at Kbox, at your house playing mahjong, & pw >_< style="font-weight: bold;">
Yinwei: Xinyi! yi qi qu KBOX! pia hard for A' level then we go K ge again! yao jia you arh! ji de wo men de yue ding!
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On zhiqiang.
.. Honsiang: Hi! Nice knowing you. but quite painful..poke fun at you, then zq start to abuse me =( Haha. Gd l uck for your A levels.
BenOw: Hope to continue to keep in touch in the future, and must remember to invite me to your xi jiu...
Jiamin: Lin Xinyi. May your mahjong luck yue lai yue wang. if not may Zhi Qiang have enough $$ for you to lose. =)
Jon: Eh..dun play kelong basketball le liao la...Not fair leh haha! All the best for your As! Work hard.
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On being playful... [LOL!!!]
Chaokiat: yi qi zai da mahjong! at ur house! =) haha..hope you will still rmb me 10 years down the road, the guy who scares you sometimes, with scary question and also philosophical stuff. Haha, u are playful and noisy la. yup. bao chi lian xi!
Huixiang: Xinyi! so playful and always screaming! All the best for your As!
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On looking dao...( and funny description of song)
Ouer: ce tian rox! im alone.. x6. stay puunee. and a.p looking and black faces in the morning. Continue to destroy Yang Cr. by doing damn well in maths! All e best!
Waimun: hey pretty gal, actually sumtimes u look 'daodao' de, then i dun dare tok to u. But i wun 4get u for your 'loud' laughter! Jiayou oh, my master's friend. u rock!
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On being late...[see i told you im always late]
Kanghua: Xinyi! Good luck & all e best for your A-levels! I remember e time tt Mrs Lee asked us to help remind you so you wont be late for school. Exams wont be late right? Good luck! Jia you & may you succeed in all that you do!
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On changing bags... Hingziu: you always change bag very confusing leh haha. All the best =)
Huixin: Hey there my PW mate! See you always change bags with Angeline so luan! Haha all the best!
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Random... Phileo aka phiphi: Nvr got a chance to show you my mahjong ability hor :) Anw its being great getting to know a person in you..often very lively, certainly a great person to befriend..All e best in all ya do =)
Huijun: Xinyi is a babe yoooo. and she decided to pon sch today! jia you for everything. Luvluv.
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ok no more.
sorry for all the hanyupinyin. it's a LEP class. wahhaha
anyway does anyone even read up to here?
tell me if you do :D
thanks!
1305 chalet. it'll defintely be absolutely FUN :D
