what used to be
1:01 AM
HAPPY 20th ANGELINE TAN YANLING!may my happy be blessed forever with lady luck always shining bright on her from this day onwards. thanks a million trillion babe, for everything..from the unwavering support given, to truly wanting your friends' lives to be good, to all the presents. i was walking down memory lane today (before meeting you), reminiscing how we used to use the same wallets and carry everything the same way while walking to the bus stop after school and our insatiable appetite for chocolates that lead us to parkway parade marks&spencer after school just to get chocolates. haha. those were the times of what we used to be & will still be 20 more years down the road. :)
(that picture very sizzzzling hot hor? muahaha *drools*)
today was good albeit a tad too rush
but still..im glad we met. all three of us.
:)
we headed to...TIMBRE!
in the seafood platter: HUMONGOUS prawns, oysters, calamari rings, wedges. the potato wedges machiam FOC.
thin crust pizza was YUMMYLICIOUS!
longyouuuu! :D
MY PRETTY FRIENDS!
share a sip with the birthday girl. >_<
longyu always cut away my face!!! muahhaha but good. "slimming" effect on my fat face! wahahaha. angeline & i, we hate fat faces. but missleelongyu loves it! give your our face fats. lol.
i realise the less you meet, the more twisted your impressions get cause the most recent memory stays most vivid and all you can harp on and ponder on is just the unhappy happenings. it's all really not that bad. can i safely say so?
let go. of everything ancient. haha.
i like tonight. not crazy-fun. but pretty cozy.
& that's enough for me.
looking at all these pictures makes me happy. :)
i kind of miss dhs. was thinking about it last night.
& angeline and i talked about dhs.
& then suddenly, i dont miss it all that much.
haha. i only miss the times spent with good people. longyu, angeline to be particular.
maybe some of those crazy times too.
i think niceness comes with age. haha.
i hate it when you're/we're tired.
all the energy exhuasted in everything else but love.
have faith.
that we'll be like before after the exams.
what we used to be.
stale.
no more.
Labels: birthday, friends, paper shoes, sunshine makes me smile
7:08 PM
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i am so paranoid about my bloody accounting project!
ARGHHHHHHHH!!!
please shine, lady luck.
let everyone get the same marks can?!?!
fffffffffffffff
times like this
i miss my ob group.
:(
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all at a go
11:59 PM
woke up at 6.40am today and made my way back to hall.
forgot to bring my keys, yet again.
since my roomie wasnt in i went to yl's room to put my stuff and decided to go for breakfast on my own. :)
came back and studied. like finally after more than a week of procrastination.
im on the ball now! haha. but couldnt last for the whole day because ever since i came back at night, i havent been able to accomplish things again.
sigh. sleepy.
dont watch spartans. it sucks. real bad.
i think there was really something a little wrong with me in the past.
too paranoid. too depressed for my own good.
i think even i'll get sick of the old me right now. HAhahaha.
so is it right to say it takes 2 hands to clap?
yea on certain grounds.
haha. i played my part.
& im glad to have moved on. grown out of my foolish thoughts, and that foolish love.
have i ever told you how much i love you?
yea i have. :) but i can tell you a trillion more times.
probably wouldnt be as creative as your moon and earth analogy (haha), but be certain it's every bit as sincere and true. no less.
im sorry for my fury temper, my lack of punctuality and whatever you have to tolerate. :p
im still learning, learning to be more accepting & one day i'll accept every little flaw of yours (which isnt a lot. i win you hands down hahaha.) and in my eyes they'll never be flaws but just you, the love of my life.
i'll stop the world and melt with you. <3i think i'll call it a day.
really pretty tired.
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some things just dont change
1:50 AM
i am loud, rowdy, un-ladylike, weird, a tough nut to crack, whiny, hot hot hot tempered ...
i could go on forever. everything about me is flawed.
that suck.
i dont make it any easier for people who try to love me.
which suck too.
blah.
if only i were lovable.
& drop-dead gorgeous.
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HAPPY 20th ANGELINE TAN YANLING!
