turn off the TV!
12:16 AM
Yesterday I heard they cloned a babyNow can I finally sleep with me?
i woke up at 4pm and lazed around all day, just to sleep again at 7 and then to wake up to dinner. :)
i wish i could say life is wonderful with no guilt.
CSI is awesome. & simply irresistable.
i cant wait for the next season! it'll be so funny to see grissom all full of emotions and maybe lose his cool! hahaha!
BUT.. the first episode of next season starts on 5th march and i'll be stuck in hall.
and i suppose all the other following wednesdays....i'll be stuck in hall STILL.
YUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
nvm. all is not lost.
AXN is cool because it devotes an entire sunday to CSI. "CSI SUPREME SUNDAY"!!!
tmr tmr i cant wait.
gonna get a haircut (like finally after 6 months!!) and then we'll go on a.DATEEEEEEEE!
woohoo! i love dates! :D
many a time, ive had the itch to read some mystery books on murders and psychopaths and whatnots.
i kinda of miss reading konan and kindaichi.
wished i could pick them up again, but sadly it's pretty addictive a hobby and i cant really afford such a time-consuming hobby in the face of uni workload and activities.
time to start studying!
ive wasted 5 days!
im going on a date tomorrow baby!
WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO
Labels: random, sunshine makes me smile
1:32 AM
it's not how much we give, but how much love we put into giving.-Mother Teresa
just smile back.
3:43 PM
this has got to be the worst day of my school life
how much more down on luck can i get.
first my accounting sucks.
and due to unknown reasons, my brain/ears completely blocked out my alarm this morning.
last week i skipped tutorial, this week i overslept. im screwed.
i went to class late. to see my group halfway through presentation.
the one presentation that i contributed nothing to and was totally clueless about.
i figured it out last night, but i guess it wasnt good enough.
and then i presented one small section, which showed my ignorance in the end.
what's worse, i missed half of the tutorial and i cant afford to do that.
because i need the knowledge, i need to be taught. and i screwed up.
after class i didnt know what to do to redeem myself, i talked to the prof.
not much, just say my piece of crap and crappy questions.
he's nice, but i dont feel good about it.
let's just hope and pray, he doesnt dislike me and kill me for my class participation.
which prob suck right now all because of the presentation i went late for.
walked out of class, feeling like the lousiest thing ever.
& then in the usual xinyi-crybaby tradition....yea i couldnt help it
what's the best thing. a fren came to talk to me, said my watch was nice yadayada.
the whole situtation was just awkward cause i was so cold.
so biz law up next...suck it up. this time i did it well.
biz law... of all days, i got called upon TWICE to answer questions for 2 group presentations.
haha. i knew it. i was not the least bit surprised when i got called upon.
but anyway they let me off for the 2nd question cause i answered the first.
so i guess, seek comfort in that. in that my luck is not that bad afterall.
haha or maybe in that.
human beings have compassion ?
haha. no link.
am i putting too much stress on myself
i think it's just the way i am
i cant stand it when i dont get concepts fast.
i cant stand ignorance on my part.
and i most certainly hate to have a prof dislike me.
straighten up little soldierstiffen up that upper lipwhat you crying aboutyou've got me?Labels: mess
1:14 AM
today i took cab to school.from hall 2 bus stop.
dont kill me =XLabels: random
it's all about you baby
12:59 PM
Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower and you
it's only seed
next week's hell week!!! :'(
2 quizzes. and the 2 toughest subjects :(
im screwed. i really should study.
but i am like the laziest bum in the world.
i heard an extremely annoying but pretty amusing song on 987 just now.
it goes sthg like "im so horny, horny horny horny" x 1098438657
wtf! ahahaha! firstly the lyrics are dumb and secondly if it's suppose to communicate the horny message across and maybe create some arousal, it obviously did none of the above. the song's not even sexy, it's just plain irritating!
so with every repitition of that horny line, i could feel my fist slowly crunching and i almost went arghhhhh turn off the radio!
but the artist stopped singing in time, *phew. luckily for my parents or they would have to hear my screams.
I HATE ECZEMA!
it's itching the hell outta me!! AHHHHHHH SAVE MEEEEEE.
rot rot rot.
& ive found THE EARRINGS :D
the pair of earrings that doesnt cause my ear to itch, bleed, then rot.
it's my mummy's! hehe. no i mean it WAS my mummy's.
so tell me, why do i have such sensitive expensive skin? :(
nvm. i guess a good pair of classic sparkling quality earrings beat 20 pairs of cheap metal earrings yea?
yea!
i really really should study.
make me! :(((((
Labels: lovestoned, sunshine makes me smile
trash
11:27 PM
should i continue with my accouting tutorial tonight?
i havent been able to concentrate for the whole of today
not for FM seminar, not for reading of accounting notes, not for pretty much everything that ive done today.
let's not even bother about 830am accounting lecture. because i skipped it even thuogh i was wide awake alr.
should i just go to sleep now?
i slept early last night. but the whole of last night i kept waking up.
i think tonight'll be the same
im simply not in the mood to study.
i wanna go home....
Labels: random
2:14 PM
end of CNY break!
im back in hall. no more aircon :(
anyway just to inform:
the previous entry is on the few points to note is for cs. so please dont be mistaken!PEACE!
i quit blogging.
1:14 AM
.......NOT. hahaha!
waiting for my danbaibf's call.....
im really lazy to blog.
aye nvm. certain points to note.
since you love to read my blog so much and analyze every little detail. try this.
- i am NOT having some friction with my bf. my relationship is NOT on the rocks.
- i am NOT overwhelmed with problems. in fact i dont find my life now very problematic.
- i am definitely NOT giving up myself.
- i am NOT behaving in a ridiculous manner due to my past. in fact im behaving very normally. never better. :)
- Stop thinking i am so tied down by the past/bad experiences in your words. i am moving on very very well. never better. HAHA. (inside joke)
- i am NOT emotionally unstable! never better ok.
- NEVER BETTER. haha. which means im in a good mood. not foul like you always think i am.
this is JACK. i love jack! :D ive never liked a dog this much! hahaha.
& lastly...i love my boyfriend!
HAHAHA. he made me. :p
ni kai xin ma?
Labels: lovestoned, random
therefore
11:40 PM
- i am very tired.
- this has gotta be the most mentally unprepared CNY ever.
- but i dont mind at all. because i get to be home for 6 days.
- Home is still best.
- i miss performing for/with DHSCO.
- is it me or is it you or is it us
- i packed my hall room before leaving. for CNY.
- actually, i dont think im needed. haha.
- did i mention? i love home.
- one day i'll sleep on the master bedroom's new mattress. i bet it'll feel like heaven.
- cliche but awfully true: no expectations, no disappointments. therefore, place expectations on no one.
- i could go on and say: therefore, place no expectations on me, too. but i think i'll hold that line for now, because for now, for now...i think i can still fulfill my obligations, and hopefully live up to expectations.
- i dont wanna fail.
- go on.
- i think it's me.
- again?
- sigh.
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