suicidebutterflies

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

1:13 AM
SUICIDEBUTTERFLY
FOR REAL.
haha.


it's ok i'll die instead.
12:31 AM
dont bother
im serious
i dont want you to die
hoho.


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hey
well sad to say i missed my starbucks today
i forgot all bout it.




that's all.
econs tutorial tmr morning.


i hate you.
12:12 AM
and i can only question over and over agian





what the fuck did i do.
or not do.





haha.
control control.
keep it cool girl.
bye.


Tuesday, May 30, 2006

2:48 AM
"hi hi butterfly!"


heehee
changed the template
BANANA are the fonts bigger now? ( i really dunno)
can you click more accurately now? lol. so sorry you still have to click.
and FWAHLAHH! there's a tagboard now!! :D
and archives link. yay better alr? lol.



alrights.
time to sleep!
really cant wait for starbucks hoho.


stayover!
12:36 AM
found this in my pics folder.
always loved it. :)



alright felt i must blog about this
ON FRIDAY
26th May 2006
i stayed overnight at Lee Long Yu's house for the first time ever!!
wooooooohoooooooo!
but we were both too tired to stay up all night. esp me i think ahah.
and all the movies we rent so damn boring
what the hell.. why do i always rent the stupid boring movies?!
hrmmm because i watched all the good ones alr :D


i have been slacking like sec3&4 for at least a month alr. ho ho ho.
and now the after-effects.
i cannot cannot CANNOT seem to get a grip of my life and start studying. not to say MUG.
argh. help me get on track.



stayed over in sch on wed night
meiting, yirong and i just talked all night haha
felt pretty good.
here's something to be very proud of: I TAPPED CARD AT 6.42am.
MUAHAHAHAHA. can you be earlier than me??? hurhurhur
imagine my records... 7.25 7.26 7.23 6.42 7.25
heehee. and my breakfast was... RAMLY BURGER + fav greenapple juice!
then sports carn.was just inline skating for me.
bah pretty dumb to lock us up in school.
then you see everyone trying all sorts of methods to sneak out haha
the inline skating instructors wanted to help us distract the security guard but we declined in the end due to make up pe stuff
cm took a cab out hahaha.



anyway the hols are here.
joy to the world!
i can meet up with angeline!
i can meet up with ponstars!
i can celebrate birthdaysss!
and i can study for JCTS...
where the first 2 papers happen to be right after my birthday.
not so joyous afterall. :|


im itching to play sports.
i wanna blade again! :D LAx LAx when?
i dont even mind jogging this time round!





ok im done.
what should i eat tmr?
starbucks? yeaaa. cant wait.


to zhenhui

Saturday, May 27, 2006

12:23 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENHUI!
haha again i cant find a pic to put. so there goes another inapproriate picture for birthday wishes.
so sorry i wished you a belated birthday. and that we arent talking much now.
but i'll try to improve on it when you book out yea?! hahaha which is pretty soon.
wish you good luck good health good wealth wahhahaha.
and hope you find a good girlfriend soon!


FUCK

Monday, May 22, 2006

10:39 PM


FUCK
as if everything wasnt fucked up enough.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.






FUCK! ARGH.


1:05 AM
when i came to the end of ly's post
i smiled. for real :)



hi it's been a while.
life will be good wont it?
with all my heart, i want it to be.



been reading none stop lately.
there's a chem test tmr and i didnt study for it
my tutorials and notes are in school.
so good luck to me.



& chengrui and ban dont be jealous hee :D
told you im tyco
hope that made you guys feel better. wahahaha.



i like tony parsons's books.
warm and real.
not exactly the type i always read
but it's good. cause it actually made me want to continue reading.
im left with one more book of his unread. but i dont think i wanna read that one. ahaha.
sigh now i have to find another author i like and read all his books.
and it's not easy to find one.
at the meantime, i shall go read davinci code and the five people you meet in heaven.
wahahah i know im lag. i thought maybe i'll be more interested in these books now.
well, i never expected myself to read books that ive just read recently.
for ur info i had the davincicode right at the start, i just wasnt interested :)
so im not exactly lag!


had a great time today!
after i board the bus, i thought "ly, i miss you alr"
ahahhahah. and then the sudden urge to meet up with angeline.
SIGH. best friends.
rewind back to dhs days. i wish. haha.
sch tmr. bah. dread dread dread.
but next week's good. thur and fri sports carnival and wed night stayover.
looking forward to only the stayover part.
lots of work undone though. haha.
slacker at full force.



goodbye.


it's all fake.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

9:45 PM
hello hello!
banana lee siang liao says he doesnt like to read my blog cause the words are small and too much clicking needed and he can click wrongly (cause he's quite blind) and it's complicated with too many hidden plots.
BOOOHOOOHOOO. i am so sad. :(
hahahahha. actually im not really sad la haha
because i know it too. hee.
but i think my blog's pretty! i like the pictures alot. i dont mean the layout. i dont care bout the layout haha.
and i dont want everyone to know so many things in details haha


and hahaha. the part of your entry about fucking around is so funny.



ok enough.
hrmm got back my GP essay.
yay i hope i topped it again (though not a v great top) ! X)
but never top also nvm la haha
and congrats to zq for getting 2nd highest in level for the physics test.
i am really not surprised.



decided to go for pe cause it's any-games-also-can day
great! played bball with the guys. i didnt really have the energy and enthusiasm to play.
we ended up laughing ALL THE WAY because of dean the pro and sometimes ben ow. hahah. dean is good. LOL. really really good. (you know im kidding right.?)
apple threw a ball to me and it smacked right into my face cause i wasnt looking. wahahaha. after the game then i realised i actually bled a bit and there's a tiny itsy bitsy wound. hahaha. whatever it's all good.
guess i can say i really had a good laugh and time during pe! haha. more pe on bball pleasee...



& netball won RJ right? unsure but i think so.
erm...good! haha





actually i said that just for fun.
byebye!


To ALAN.
9:40 PM

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN YEO BENG HWEE!
wahhaha i dunno if i spell your name correctly
and wahahhahaha isnt that such a funny picture to put? LOL
i cant stop laughing hahahahahaha!!!!
i'll be there for you! like how you'll be there for me right? right right right? :D
i miss having you around, near my life..haha but it's ok
you'll always be my great brother!! :D
beee happy!


Vesak day? (unsure)

Saturday, May 13, 2006

12:53 AM
i love tby girls!!! :D


today's shopping trip to fareast really did me some good
life aint that bad haha
friends! love them!
go out with them like boost self esteem liddat
and it's just comfortable to be around them
it almost feels like LAx. minus the talking about my problems
but it's different la. haha.
i still miss LAx. terribly tonight. sigh.



my rashes. it's irritating. damn itchy!
the school better get the canteen chairs thrown out forever
haha but im not even sure if mine is due to canteen chairs
im thinking maybe bus? dunno shrugs.
it's just torturous.



concert's really coming hehehe
it might just be my last concert ever
i dunno why actually i somewhat wish alan could be there
hahaha? nono alan im not pressurising you LOL
:D! concert!
tjco rocks!




you know i am so extreme.




i will not think. i will not guess. i will not daydream.
go to sleep la girl.
you're tired enough.


Thursday, May 11, 2006

11:24 PM
i feel/felt(*shrugs. im not sure) like shit.


first i was home with walls closing in on me
then it was the stupid cab which cost me 10.60
next was..was what?
whatever. i just felt like total crap.
even if there were any plesant moment i'll spoil it
yea whatever. just hide in the toilet and cry a bit. LOL.


what the fuck is wrong?
i dunno im just frustrated
cmon be contented.



bought a pair of red heels 60bucks
u know why they call it retail therapy
it really helps


Thursday, May 04, 2006

10:51 PM
X)


happyyyyy!
10:36 PM

psst..i topped GP compre and possibly compo too :D!
i really thought i would do badly for the compre
but yay!
ok this might all be due to the fact that my class is not very good haha
yea must say im pretty blessed lately :)


but like i said. haha
next week math test..dead.
chem test too.
i will not have time to study.
and my tutorials are half done.
hais anyhow la. see how.





next sunday's the concert
i like concerts :)
please support!


tmr half day!
but crap. it doesnt affect me at all.
BUT it's ok :D
that means i have half day every friday!



im going shopping tmr
let me get whatever i want
i get quite sian when i dont buy anything after hours of looking


rightss....
BYE!
tired..


of luck and people

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

11:59 PM
got back chem test today
23/32. i think i might have topped the class.
im happy but not very happy.
im afraid of how people will feel and think now
like if i say i never study much will people still believe?
and i admit. i think cm deserves higher grades than me.
she's so consistent in completing her work and revising
and all i ever do is sleep and eat
and i ask her questions when i dont know how to do
grr im sure that disrupts her work sometimes right
but she always put her work aside to answer me
i feel so bad.
nvm im just lucky. ok. luck cant get you far.
so cm will surely score so well eventually.

and ok ya i admit got 2 marks i copy phiphi's one LOL
but this paper i really did every other single thing myself!
besides the 2 marks.
i rather get 21 now. haha.
phiphi too. he got 18 i think. he seemed so down and said lots of careless mistakes.
yea he deserves more too.



im just lucky lately alright.
i hope ppl dont not believe me when i say i never do any work at all during this long weekend
haha. because i really didnt do anything.
and what's bad. i dont feel guilty at all.
i slept till 1.30pm for 2 days and watched korean dramas for the rest of the days or sleep :)
ahhh sleep. i miss it.
i shall go sleep now.

btw co till 9.30 today. tmr too. thur co again. haha.
just found out next week math and chem tests.
I AM SO DEAD.
firstly math test is on poisson and the topics after it
and YES i havent even completed my poisson tutorial
hahah I DREAD IT! i planned to finish all the overdue tutorials during the long weekend but yup i slept the days away
next chem test on dont know what and NMR.
HOHOHO LOL. NMR i dont even remember doing half the tutorial.
and plus co. so hectic.
BAH.


watched CSI. :D loves it.
but it was pretty disgusting today.
and i missed quite a few parts of the show
so didnt really get it
but still nice.
ok good night!


Monday, May 01, 2006

3:49 PM

i dont want it to become this way.


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