the same quiz after one year.
1:06 AM
| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. |
Labels: random

OMFG I'M 19!
2:46 PM
[updated]
Saturday 23rd Junei came home from my family BBQ to this...






"Happie
13th 19th Bdae!!"
i was touched to tears! really!
there's a slideshow of 19 reasons why im loved and a spastic video of me buying exp stuff that i dont use at all and dean playing the birthday song with my ruan. hohoho.
i spent the next 10 minutes snapping all these pictures.
thinking they must have gone home alr since it's so late.
my mum kept asking me why not give them a call
i said later and continued snapping pictures.
my dearest mummy then told me to help her get her stuff from the toilet
HAHA. they hid in the toilet! for 40 long minutes. LOL.
and yes of course, it was my mum who collaberated with them, not my bro.
THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH.
ZEE BEST.

25th June babies :D


the best best best birthday EVER.
the balloons are still all over the place today
the streamers still high up
and one helium filled balloon survives. the "make a wish" one. :D
i'll leave it as it is till the tapes and helium cant take it no more.
i'll savour every last bit of it, as long as im allowed to :)
25th June 2007: D DAY. :pmy wormie bestie planned a list of programmes for me for the night.
all slowly revealed by me before the program actually occur.
HAHA. i am the spoiler.
i said "cafe del mar issit?" and angeline gave me the wide eyed look and said "NOoo"
wahahaha. whee i am zee spoiler. :D
anyway was fun :)
THANK YOU BABES. I LOVE YOU. :D
(note to self: dinner at BOSS at vivo then went to sentosa)


Middle of it went to collect present from longyou.
of course. flowers :)


People present:
Sarah! Angeline! Xinyi! Apple! Shimin! :D

caught Songs of the Sea.
not bad at all. wasnt really watching cause was busy snapping pictures.
my bad.
currently im unable to upload the photos in my phone i dont know why.
so let's skip it and move on to..
26th June 2007: LAX celebrationfinally the long awaited celebration of yours truly's birthday has arrived!
ahhahaha. as usual we had SAKAE for dinner.
it's a tradition yea.
went drinking by the river at esplanade :)
a pleasant night. thanks babes. muuaaah. :D
there's still one more belated dinner.
family dinner. suppose to be on 24th June but both dad and i didnt feel well.
alright.
next totally exciting event coming up: HONGKONG TRIP :D
flying off this sunday.
i
cant
wait!!!
:D:D:D
Labels: birthday, friends, sunshine makes me smile

2007 Birthday
4:22 PM

saturday i had a surprise birthday dinner.
thank you so much :D
i dont think ive ever had a surprise for my birthday before.
haha.
yea come to think of it, my birthdays were pretty much just another day for the past few years.
i dont even remember what i did on the day itself. prob just studying for the past 2 years.
no celebrations. not to say any surprises. duh?
looking back on saturday right now, in comparison to the past years, i feel so grateful. really.
i havent had anyone done so much for my birthday before.
for once since secondary 3, it really feels like my day. (though not on the day itself, doesnt matter anyway.)
a very big thank you, i really appreciate it. a lot a lot.
and thank you to all who came too, even though we arent really close. haha.
and thank you bestiewormie, deandean, ouer! :D
the rest of the entry is gonna show that im a very lazy blogger.
anyway, uploading the pics takes agessss.

I LOVE THE CAKE!so huge so cute so kiddy
from secret recipe. chosen by ycr i suppose? hahaha.


Yaufei, Yangfan, Yauhou, Ycr. (Yangsheng missing)
ALL THE Ys. hahaha.





FOOD. FOOD FOOD.



the right size for ouer :)



HAHA. yuck. :p
WAHHAHAHA. no offence dean dean!
piggy
wormie
BESTIE :D
enlarge to view this!
US :D

spastic shot no. 1
HAHAHAHAHA. this pic really made us went "wth?!"

spastic shot no. 2

spastic shot no. 3
HAHAHA. yea i know. out of nowhere.

yauhou the massager.
i know i know. outta nowhere photo again.
hahahahaha.

S. Korean Ouer on the loose!




Happy Birthday to Me....
in a few more days.
haha :p
Labels: birthday, friends, sunshine makes me smile

10:41 PM
WHY do i always always stain my white tops with chilli?
argh.
i am so damn intolerant towards you
i scream i snap i blabber i lose my temper
i dont even like who i am
WHY the hell do you like me?!
couldnt sleep last night.
only feel asleep at a niao-bu-shen-dan time of 5+am.
give me the power to sleep well tonight.
Labels: fugly, random

11:53 AM
my sleep was disrupted with nightmares after nightmares.
each a sequel of the previous one.
all a reminder of how it all still haunts my subconscious mind.
i thought i was over the part about cheating hearts already
but no it still makes me furious and low.
the only disparity from reality was
the dream was like an aftermath- changing hearts.
yet another painful reminder to dear old me.
of how my dream is like an inveitable vision.
with different characters of course. unknown at the moment.
i was a mess in the nightmares. still a mess.
come the "one fine day" mentioned in the previous post,
will dreams become reality and me, a mess?
sigh.
these reminders are making me feel low when it's not even pms.
sigh.
say.."come what may."
come what may.
?
Labels: paper shoes

lingering souls
1:03 AM
one fine day
we'll all move on.
no longer will we be part of each other's lives.
it's just a matter of time.
am i wrong to say, i can sense it coming already?
it's suppose to be good isnt it?
but somehow i dread the day
it sucks to lose someone we once cherished, loved and shared so much with.
maybe he's right, God loves to play with US.
hahaha.
blah.
i am a walking contradiction.
Labels: paper shoes

4:27 AM
