bada ba. ba. ba.
11:19 PM
im lovin it! :D
today was kind of a farewell dinner for me
my company is nice and generous :D
6 ppl turned up. we ate at jack's place. then chilled at starbucks.
they gave me pres!
within this short period of 3 months that i worked for christ water,
ive received a total of 4 gifts.
i told u i love my job.
my colleagues are nice.
present no. 1: the golden pig.it's a free gift from tiger beer i think. haha. and it's HEAVY.
present no. 2: winnie the pooh cushion!im the girl who likes stickers and winnie the pooh in the office.
that's how they perceive me. haha.
so once i took a half day and a full day consecutively.
they thought i was sick and bought me this. saying if i didnt come to work again they'll go my house and find me! SO NICE RIGHT.
next 2 presents from today. :)
the admin executive bought this for me!
she said she just thought of me when she saw this bag.
:D i like her.
-_- no. not cause of the bag.
because i think she is capable, friendly and caring.
lastly..SUGAN!from the taiwanese. :D
for the very first time, i am actually loving a soft toy.
this bear here is so endearing!
tuesday perhaps.
i gotta go shop for some gifts to give on friday.
sigh. i'll miss you, christ water.
and everyone there.
and even the office at the construction site, that spoils my shoes and allow me to not give a damn about what i wear to work.
i wear teeshirts,shorts and slippers to work on quite a regular basis. :D
ill miss my job. Labels: sunshine makes me smile, work
come, rain..
3:32 AM
hilo.
i had one of the best ktv sessions today :D
it was high and fun
pictures for grabs in case i dont catch you people online
looking at angeline's cherry shoes makes me sad :(
because mine is too frigging small and pain-inducing.
lunch: katong laksa!
not exactly the right thing to eat before ktv yea?
BENJAMINS
pretty piggy goh. hahaha
THANKS DEAN. for playing with my hair.
No. 2 and 7. \winks
resemblance to VT s.korean guy :S
MORE THAN WORDS.
caught FRACTURE at 12am sharp.
not bad.
so extremely exhausted i feel like my life is sucked outta me.
night.
havent use this label for my post for a while:
Labels: friends, sunshine makes me smile
dont pretend you ever forget about me
3:58 PM
ive been pretty busy for this whole week
but today, i really have nothing to do.
except eat delifrance crossiant (probably bought by my boss) and drink good coffee from the espresso machine. :)
let's do this. a display of all my desktop wallpapers all these while.
hehehe.
i love my job!
because they are so nice to me
coming to work makes me happy :)
sigh one ang moh lost company phone.
i feel sad for him. having to be accountable to the company, having to brave the rain to search for it.
one last.
week.
Labels: work
10:41 PM
Boy I've missed your kisses all the time but this is
Twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I’m sorry you are
Twenty five minutes too late
Labels: the last goodbye
3:14 AM
sometimes i wonder what if i could perform a soul switch with you, like that in freaky friday.
just for a few seconds at that moment.
like that, there wouldnt be a need for me to speak or to think of what to speak because there is really no more room left in my mind to think of the right way to structure sentences.
at one moment, there were so many things running through my mind that if the soul switch occurred such that my thoughts remained inside my head, i think you could have gotten a shock at how chaotic it is inside that head of mine you were looking at just a few seconds ago, how behind that face that seemed to portray only one emotion-anger, was not filled with just singular rage, but a rough blend of shame, confusion, guilt, sorrow, anger and irritation with not just you but him & myself. Questions and conclusions came blow by blow, like a slideshow playing on a projection screen, each slide pumped with adrenaline, ready to flash, disappear and repeat. Just 3 seconds will do, the soul switch, 3 seconds was enough to let you feel the sudden load of rushing thoughts and be amused at how much more of a chaotic thinker and worrier i am. and then after the soul switch, we can have our very own freaky sunday and most importantly, i dont have to try to speak anymore.
time for bed.
people usually end off with "im sorry if i dont make sense"
ya me too.
peace in the mind.
give it to me soon. now.
Labels: mess
to you my dear friend.
1:21 PM
whatever.
go ahead and misunderstand me.
you dont read here anyway.
what an ass.
always expecting so much out of your friends but never doing quite the same in return.
seriously, pissed off.
why the hell must i be accountable to everyone?
because everyone is a pain in the ass.
everyone loves poking their noses into others' affairs.
everyone loves a good gossip and someone to blame and flame.
get lost ok?
Labels: friends, rage
if i dont like to be like that, can i dont be?
8:40 PM
cover of CLEO read : "
Seriously, could i die from heartbreak?"
hahaha~
anyway i had fever yest!
38... 37.5 now..keep going..must recover by thursday night
i realised for SMU biz, everyone had to write an essay.
turns out i wronged dear GP!
haha. dont ask me about the interview :S
i didnt like it.
NTU. please accept me!
mustn screw up on friday. sigh.
i hate having hiccups when my head hurts.
brrrr. hic.
i also hate having coughs when my head hurts.
no actually i hate coughing no matter what.
a year of coughing on and off in sec 4, varying from serious coughs with phlegms to throat irritation coughs to mild, every so often coughs..has caused me to develop a phobia for coughs.
haha. not that extreme la, just no coughs please! good riddance!
no sore throats please, too! my painful experience with killer sore throat at the beginning of 2007 serves as a major warning. to ward off sore throats!
headache. sleep early today!
life is getting boring.
army takes its toll on girls too i suppose.
but still very manageable.
maybe i need this long overdue break.
to just let time reveal the answers. to make an effort to catch up with my girlfriends. (hrmm but 2 interviews in a week and the uninvited guest: fever, have made my week packed again -_-). to catch up on rest (i guess the fever acted as an alarm by my body clock). to stay home and watch tv at night. etc etc.
i'm a good girl who returns home for take-away dinners now.
damn it my "r" has a slight poblem.
SEE. POBLEM. POBLEM. PROBLEM. ahh. finally.
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
HEAD. ACHE. !
night sleep early all!
i am not going to slp yet.
time heals. time tells. time time time.
i want to have all the time in the world.
but can i have it?
Labels: paper shoes, random
1:08 AM
do you know how FUCKING irritating it is for your mother to keep poking her nose into how you handle your relationships?
well. it is, FUCKING IRRITATING.
if your mum doesnt know anything yet, please dont let her.
because well. it is, really, FUCKING IRRITATING.
dont.
you will regret.
seriously.
hello botaks. :)
10:55 PM
| You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish |
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. |
i just redid that quiz.
NOW IM 10% MORE BOYISH.
oh gosh.
and the other day i just talked to dean
he asked me about my nick
stare at wat?
i say "mirror"
"cause im actually a boy"
SEE. 10% more now. sobs.
i was watching corner with love in the office today
:P
slacked all the way till evening i had to duplicate 2 sets of that thick file again.
man. it took me more than an hour
so i left at 730. on a friday.
TGIF. right..
but it's ok.
i dont feel one bit unhappy about it.
i treat it as redemption. on my part.
for always being late for work. :|
I CANT WAIT TO STOP WORK AND FLY OFF TO KOREA WHERE NOBODY KNOWS ME TO SHOP AND EAT AND EAT. AND EAT. I LOVE KOREAN FOOD.
I WANT TO RANT.
am v sian. THANKS TO GP.
thanks to my stupid gp, i have to go for an interview for NTU too.
BLOODY GP. BLOODY LIN XINYI.
WHY THE HELL DID YOU SCREW UP UR STUPID GP THIS MUCH.
maybe it's not cause of GP. lol.
i dont care. i am just ##$@%^(@#&$(*@& with my GP grade.
i just had dinner not long ago
subway heh.
tonight was a busy night.
i had to handle 3 calls plus NTU call.
now im off to eat some pig parts and duck wings.
yay. i bet all the botaks cant eat that at this time.
i gloat.
Labels: random, work
5:49 PM
5:05 PM
WHEE-O-WHEET!
one more hour to the end of work for today! :D
a packed week again.
today's the last day for submission of SMU application
i didnt really want to apply for SMU cause im really petrified of the interview and really dread having to write an essay in 45 min. ARGH. the thought of it really makes me irritated. i am so sorry i have become so extremely easily irritated lately. anyway i applied for SMU right at the last minute, which is last night. & this afternoon SMU called me to go for an interview on 17th April for biz. wooo efficient. yea i was happy the interview's for my first choice, cause it sorta acts as an assurance for whether i can get into NTU biz. but i am also very sian cause i have to go for the interview. i hate interviews! ok. just let me ace the interview. and the essay. even thuogh i havent read the papers for half a year.
and more importantly. please let me get into NTU biz. somehow i know i cant be too sure because many brillant 4As and more ppl wanna go there :(
today's also the day huanzhi books in
hahahaha! good luck!
my taiwan colleague thinks i'll get a tattoo in the future. on my lower back.
(maybe he thinks i dress emo today)
err. no never. tattoo-ing looks like torture to me.
me. not. into. SM.
err. but i do have a fetish for biting people.
lastly. it sucks to be broke :(
Labels: random
a bad person.
10:36 PM
hey babe
will you give me a helping hand?
i've reached a point where my mind is really a blank
mental fatigue at it's best
i wonder if i need a break
but i know now. i need some guidance.
some rest.
some help.
because i've lost my support
my pillar of support all these while
it finally crumbled
i finally pushed it away
a horrible person i am.
slowly, bit by bit
i'll fall apart
and mess things up even more.
i really dont know what im doing either.
but like i said
i couldnt hurt anymore i guess
i really feel pretty numb to it
dear blog.
i want to be good.
i want to be happy.
sigh. someone take me away.
Labels: mess
queen of self-delusion
11:12 PM
good friday is nearing!
rejoice!
i ate like a pig again.
today we had power shutdown for like 2 hours plus.
i slept for half an hour.
i want to get so many things.
bags.
heels.
pumps.
dresses.
tops.
shorts.
i cant do it.
because i am broke. :(
i dont wanna listen to what my mother has to say
about everything i do.
seems like im always tired lately.
restless me.
shld i apply for SMU?
i dont wanna go for any interview.
& he said: "how would you know, you've never been lonely before"Labels: mess
present no. 1: the golden pig.
present no. 2: winnie the pooh cushion!
the admin executive bought this for me!
lastly..SUGAN!
looking at angeline's cherry shoes makes me sad :(
lunch: katong laksa!
BENJAMINS
pretty piggy goh. hahaha
THANKS DEAN. for playing with my hair.
No. 2 and 7. \winks
MORE THAN WORDS.
