10:14 PM
do you believe that some people are
just evil and scheming?
i dont know.
maybe it's time i really brainwash myself to believe when there's a need to.
why should i even waste my time
thinking there might be 2 sides to the story
for people who are not worth it
i question do they think like us
to them, we're probably portrayed in the same way we portray them
but yesterday
i realised maybe, some are really just that scheming and evil
then why are they still so blessed?
it's unfair dont you think, longyu?
haha. yea. but it'll be clear for everyone to see one fine day
no hatred.
that can be done.
cause love. it's building up there. within me, lately.
:)

7:48 PM
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? You been out ridin' fences for so long now Oh, you're a hard one I know that you got your reasons These things that are pleasin' you Will hurt you somehow Don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy She'll beat you if she's able You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet Now it seems to me, some fine things Have been laid upon your table But you only want the ones that you can't get Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin' Your prison is walking through this world all alone Don't your feet get cold in the winter time? The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine It's hard to tell the night time from the day You're losin' all your highs and lows Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away ? Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? Come down from your fences, open the gate It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you You better let somebody love you (let sombody love you) You better let somebody love you before it's too late

zizou
8:36 PM
Zinedine Zidane.:( why did he lose it?
i really like him quite a bit.
:( feel so sad for him.
10th July
quite a bad day
i deproved for GP. so sad.
well italy deserved to win.
stayed over at angeline's house
you know?
i hate A levels.
bye stranger.

12:26 AM
WHAT
im like.."SO?"
omg.
crazy people.
i wont even try to bother.

life's good
6:02 PM
grow apple trees and honey bees and snow-white turtle doves
let's talk about last friday and saturday
Fridaykbox+shopping spree with the two lovelies, meiting and yirong!
absolutely fun and enjoyable :D


new papillios :D
Saturday
postponed birthday celebration with zq
caught Just My Luck :D
and stuffed ourselves with Fish and Co.

ROSES! thanks love :D

hehe.

tralaalaa!
had a great time for both days.
and yesyes finally got my GUESS? bag today :D

3:05 PM
no more miracles?

everything is f-ed up straight from the heart
tell me what do you do when it all falls apart?
gotta pick myself up where do i start
cause i cant turn to you when it all falls apart.

12:02 AM
Monday Blues.
sch tomorrow.
not my favourite way to spend my days.
kbox-ed again today.
with my class ppl this time.
it wasnt very fun but it was hrm..ok.
prob cause i was feeling blue.
went hardrockcafe for dinner with angeline after that.
fajitas. well it was not as nice as expected. just...ok.
the band was nice, still.
on our way to hardrock.
something nice happened. i found the guess bag at paragon :)
reserved for 3 days. hope i can go down and get it tmr.
then i bought a zara top. :)
oh yea i bought a v nice nautical pair of earrings too. :)
that's bout all.
i feel so blue.
how can people be so happy?
haha. what rubbish.
karma.
what goes around comes around.
really?
what rubbish too.
oh well maybe it'll come a little later.
for both the good and the bad.
i hope angeline's life will get better soon.
it's so unfair.
something's pretty wrong with me i think
but im not sure.
you see im never sure. i always need longyu to tell me what's wrong with me.
haha.
goodnight world.
i feel so alone.
hur.

im losing faith. if only you knew.
12:49 AM
everything just feels so strange.
like when i look at you this moment
it's all so distant.
and like a stranger.
why?
i feel hollow.
update on fri and sat when i get the pics.
bye.
