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i am so in love with this song. ここにいるよ feat.青山テルマ.


i found it in my library when i was in the mood for some j/kpop. and ever since that lucky day, i couldnt stop listening to it! it's the first melody that comes to my mind when i wake in the morning! alan says there's a chinese version and imo, even though i have yet to listen to it and have no wish to, i think it's gonna suck. :S im anal this way. in that songs should always stay true to their origins and NEVER get translated into other languages. more so for english to chinese and vice versa songs. look what happened to jacky's rendition of MLTR songs. eww-worthy. and even those slightly popular ones like elva's and blue's "you make me wanna", je n'aime pas du tout. & the "creme of the crop": M2M's PRETTY BOY. just because they actually sang it in madarin themselves.


i wish i could post some video/ mp3 player for that amazing jap song here to share but i dont know how. or rather tt's just a convenient excuse cause im too lazy to do that.


but i was getting really curious about this song.
the artists. i found out that it's both written and sung by SoulJa. tt is if the internet is 100% reliable and i am a blind believer in this context. & in many other's opinion, in every context. & the female artist, tbh, i wasnt really concerned. hahaha!

anyway that SoulJa, such a talent i must say! you sing well, im awed. you sing and write your own amazing songs, you up levels, earn my respect and it's a different story altogether, that is even if you dont croon like feiyuqing. so i had got to see the face behind that voice and melody! his side view is really nice in the mtv but i hate his hair! je deteste!

seriously, WHAT'S UP WITH THE HAIR MAN. how come all the japanese artists must have long hair. this is considered long to me for males. ok i admit some are pretty suitable for it, for one...MIKE HE JUN XIANG. he totally rock long hair (but not long over the shoulder kind please).

ignore rainie yang PLEASE. i like her and all but please visually ignore her. ahh I MISS HIM SOO MUCH! i think he's the one in a million celebrity that makes me go gaga and rara like a juvenile fangirl!

anyway let's not get distracted by mike, those smouldering eyes, the near perfection nose, the oh-so-tempting lips.....IKR, he's sucha distractor! anyway the hair, and SoulJa. he should just snip off his long locks and become un beau musicien! in no time he'll be famous like ...(damn i dont know any jpop stars!) whoever and then i can search for his mugshot online EASILY. ya i took damn long to find his picture. hahaha.

& then there's the other curiosity to satiate: the lyrics, which for obvious reasons i dont comprehend a word except for "baby boy", "you know that i love you" and "for our future".

yea i like reading lyrics and sometimes i listen to songs because i read about the lyrics first. i get oddly nostalgic when i listen to this particular song and a google search proved tt this song is pretty bittersweet. which explains how my heart aches a little everytime i listen to it!

so why listen when it makes me feel that way?

i think i need some emotions. i havent cried for so long and life is getting real boring. hahaha, a bit hard to understand there huh. i think i need to feel sorrow to feel love. it's like how people only learn to treasure when they lose it. i think i enjoy the rollercoaster rides of relationships even though it makes everything rocky. in other words, im sucha slut for this and if anything bad happens you'll snap in my face "you asked for it, so now enjoy it".

& i know at that point of time i will almost definitely tell you i dont want any of that crap and that i just want things to be normal and okay. hahaha. so why!! why am i like that!

i love dramas.

not the shows dramas. but dramas irl. i need spices here and there to keep me interested and going. i think i get nostalgic for disaster. why am i such a drama queen :(

ok im done with breakfast. yum. breakfasts are my favourite meals! because it's the meal that i have to wait the whole frigging night for (read: 8 hours!!!). i sleep just to wake to eat breakfast. srsly.

before i go i'll just like to say despite what ive said, please dont let anything bad happen!

hahahah!

no more crazy love stories.

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ogay. i cant study anymore. again. nthg goes in!

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there's a reason for everything, even if i cant find the words to it.
if you would only think back hard enough, and figure out what you did that made me distance myself from you.


nvm. it was a long closed chapter anyway.
i know i wouldnt do anything.
it's far too late and i dont think things can ever be the same again.

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when accting 2 is not as simple as it seems
when i am so behind time
when i have no appetite and i'm one who lives on cravings. no cravings=nthg to look forward to=no pleasure. i dont even crave for cookies anymore :(
when all i feel is drowsiness
when it seems like the headaches are here to stay and my head weighs a ton
and when i feel so nausea right now.


irk.

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