10:47 PM
6:35 PM
singapore is EXTREMELY HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
i want to go back to koreaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!
and there are so many irritating crows roaming the skies
AHH.
i want to go back to koreaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!
Labels: random
3:24 AM
on the bus in korea
my mind went wild
i started to cry at such an unsuitable time
i had to stop and so pushed that thought away once again
i realised that has been what ive been doing all these while
i thought one day i must confront these thoughts and maybe even organise, put them all into words so i'll be less disoriented
of course at the same time, cry freely and safely.
but then i thought again (as usual), ive already done that havent i? except the part of penning them all down. maybe when i did that, confront my thoughts, i was still in too much of a mess and my thoughts were too raw like the pain and i just couldnt and didnt put enough closure and conclusion to these stupid bloody messy...thoughts. haha thoughts seems like a wrong word after using them so many times. but heck it i am lazy to think of another word.
k digressed. BUT then again. what for? haha. it will just happen over and over again.
even if i confront those stupid thoughts once more and cry for the whole day i will STILL be a victim of those bloody...thoughts. i will still cry. which sucks. because how can you still control my emotions when you're not even near no more?
i took too many short cuts. rushing into things. everything should have been done step by step. but everything just happened too fast and i jumped from step 1 to 3. i messed up the orders and that's why i was so damnit messed up. since then ive sort it out a little i guess, or maybe ive just adapted myself to live in mess. honestly, i dont know what i'm doing with my life. haha.
i should have been crazily angry and unforgiving, and then let the anger slowly fade to allow some forgiveness to set in. but i jumped right into forgiving and then start to feel occassional burst of intense anger, which is really bad for health. haha. ive become such a hot and bad tempered, intolerant girl. i am getting really sick of who i have become. i need to change and it's hard. sometimes i blame you for who i am now.
2 more months and im gonna get a new life.
hrm where shld i go? nus ntu or smu?
no..ntu or smu?
i was so sure of ntu but now that smu has accepted me im thinking...smu's good too.
but most prob it'll be ntu i guess.
haha.
hrm on the plane back to singapore
while in a bit of a daze this thought suddenly came to me
that in a long while more, i'll probably not be talking to any one of you anymore
you wouldnt be calling and messaging me all the time
i wouldnt be talking on the phone with so many of you
because. life goes on.
haha. yea.
some day.... there'll be complete closure to everything.
& it saddens me to know that.
Labels: random
love me love me say that you love me
1:53 AM
OH!
MY!
GODDDDDDDD!
you're not gonna believe this.......
i
got
into SMU biz!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA!!!!
this is damn funny.
maybe i didnt do that badly afterall.
and maybe im lucky \winks a winkie.
and chelsea won and i am so happy dont you think it's pretty funny?
hahahahaha.
oh yeaa~
nus ntu smu
university life is nearing.
2 more months. time to play real hard.
bangkok on?
and btw im back from pretty & expensive korea :D
Labels: results
10:14 PM
today marks the end of my "career" at christ.
i felt pretty sad when i closed the door behind me.
:(
yea surprise surprise i was still working haha
they couldnt find a replacement
anyway...LAX outing on Mon night!
we went to a ktv pub at haji lane. was great :D
some pics that are visible. lol.
yesterday i got this from the mailbox....
HAHAHA!
the moment i saw the envelope i knew it has GOT to be..TAN WANYIER ZGR.
thanks babe :D:D:D
dined at some cafe at pasir ris park
with piggy goh and shimin!
HAHAHA. please dont look at our stupid faces.
& i look pregnant right! fine. haha.
you agree with me.
my friends are great.
winks.
KOREA TOMORROW.
KOREAAAAAAAA
KOREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
winks. winks. winks.
HAHAHAHA HOHOHOHO.
i cannot stop smiling at the idea of KOREA in less than 24 hours.
:D
has been 2 months...
isnt it amazing how time flies
how i get screwed up and unscrewed and screwed up and repeat
how ironic life really is
?
korea here i come.
away from Singapore........................................................................................................
YES!!!HAHAHAHA.
Labels: friends, sunshine makes me smile, work
SHINE!
11:22 PM
company dinner at long beach seafood restaurant!!!
:D
long beach is not v fantastic actually :p
but wee-o-wheet! i received 2 more presents! :D:D:D:D
one from the admin executive again.
another is my boss ask her to get for me. but it's a gift from the company la.
heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh
heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh
heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh
heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh
heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh
heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh
SUNNY from michelle!
From Christ Water
the card reads:
"To: The Site Office Angel.
How can we thanks you enough for all the helps & effort you have given during this period of time? But still the two word: Thank you! Remember to keep in touch with all of us.
All the best!
P.S.: You did a great job during your short stay over @ site! Keep up the good work. =)
You are The Sunshine of the site office! =)
From: All of us under your kind self help.
The Christ Water Technology Group. SIngapore & Switzerland."
what more can i say?
i am so glad to have gotten a job in this company.
a billion thanks to yirong!
:D
Labels: sunshine makes me smile, work
HAHAHA!
HAHAHA. please dont look at our stupid faces.
