12:12 AM
GO AHEAD
ADORE IT
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diary-x died
10:47 PM
WAAAAAAAAHHHHH I AM SO SAD! :(
read this.
February 24, 2006 Dear Friends,
There is no easy way for me to say this.
Diary-X has suffered from an unrecoverable drive failure. Due to a combination of issues, the last backup (from December 2004) contained only configuration files and other non-essential files. We do not have any other backups for the site. All journals, user information, forum posts, templates, images, and everything else are all irrecoverably lost.
In the past several hours, I have had to decide whether or not I should put the site back online at all. Only those users who backed up their own journals (either using the journal download tool or otherwise saving each entry) would be able to reconstruct their journals. Everyone else would have to start over. Whatever developed as a result would still be called Diary-X, but it wouldn't be the same.
I believe it makes the most sense to close Diary-X permanently. Tentatively, the site will go dark on March 31st, 2006.
Thank you for being so generous with your donations during this crisis. Your generosity and kind words were the sole bright spots during this disaster. If you would like a refund, please send an e-mail to mdeken@gmail.com with your name and PayPal e-mail address, and we will process it as soon as we can, hopefully within 24 hours.
If you would like to discuss this matter further, you may contact me at the address below. I will do my best to answer your questions if they were not addressed here.
Regretfully,
Stephen Deken
stephen.deken@gmail.com
SO SAD RIGHT?!
my lovely, sadistic, bimbotic, bitchy, crestfallen entries ALL GONE!
more than a year of beautiful entries. HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO DIARY-X?!
i am so so sad. let us all mourn for the loss for an hour.
[one hour later...]
ok today i finally bought my bag! muahahah! :D:D:D! it's a black puma sling. 89 bucks. i saw it very long time ago but didnt felt a strong urge to buy it last time. maybe cause i didnt need it and now that i have decided not to buy the guess bag anymore. i can buy any other cheaper-than-the-guess-bag bag! hope i can get another tote. hrmm.
my life is sooo perfect now :D
except for the 2 tests next week.
i talked to angeline. met up with longyu. and blahblah.
dont tell you.
haha. actually there's nothing much to tell either.
so there..
enjoy life! :D
11:15 PM
and now i cry in the middle of the night.
for the same damn thing.
hello miss sadistic.
it's finally the end of the week. how pleasant.
i think im going shopping tmr. what joy :)
what's even better. im going shopping WITH longyu muahaha.
i am so tired. yawn.
anyway wednesday.
my muscle was really still aching.
i really did be the catcher for a while. but mostly i was running around despite my muscle ache.
but too bad. so sad. i did not even fall off the chair. much less crack my head and bleed to death.
phileo said im the woman of the match! yay! LOL lame. but cant deny it's nice to hear that. :)
and then, math test. yea math test whatever.
am so tired good night.
thanks for acting like you care
10:56 PM
thanks for acting like you care
i am so sick of everything.
i look forward to nothing at all.
while revising math. my mind drifted off again. i thought of what to play during pe tmr. then what about break? will i play during break or rest to look through some math for the math test (which is the period after break.) ? what if my terrible muscle ache cant recover my tmr and i cant play vball and decide to be the catcher in cball? and what if i fall and hit my head and bleed while jumping on the chair? what if there were lots of blood and i had to be sent to the hospital and i dont have to take the math test? will you worry for me? so worried you cant do your math test and flunk it? what will happen to me? what if i have to be hospitalised? will you visit me everyday? will you send me flowers? will you lie by my bed till the next morning if it's allowed? and what if i die? will you miss me? a few weeks? shrugs. and then poof. you wouldnt even remember i existed. LOL. no more cold shoulders. no more quarrels. no more cryings. no more disappointments.
broken this fragile thing now...i'll slp at 12am. and i prob wont be able to finish revising my math.
acty i typed a lot more. some cursings some problems.
but heck no. lest ANYONE gloat over my misery. hur.
i dont owe you anything.
i can find no reasons at all for you. to make me have to tolerate your nonsense.
aint i the girl, the one who's suppose to experience much more mood swings?
and why when i do not give you people my fucking mood swings, i have to tolerate yours?
ive had enough. you will hear nothing more from me.
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9:45 PM
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i dont think much about myself?
lol as if.
today LLF made us do econs DRQ and some worksheet. i really didnt know how to do. i am lagging behind too much. buck up buck up. maths test on wed. chem spa on fri. dont slack.
anguish
9:48 PM
ROYALLY PISSED
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sunflower
9:51 PM
THANK YOU BANANAMAN.haha. love the sunflower! it's really nice haha. was quite shocked when i got it haha.
also thanks to yang meh meh who helped ban order. haha
havent talked to ban in quite a while..hrmm..
try to stay happy yea? haha
now i wanna thank him he's not here. bah..
and
THANK YOU ALAN.for the rose. hahah. still say what crash my class. what crap. haha.
best of luck for music fest!
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there are times when the moment you take the first step to run
and you just knew immediately you cant run that day
and that happened to me on wednesday
and that SUCKS.
my chem teacher has gone throught more than 1/3 of the chem tutorial book and i, being the PRO that i am, havent done any of the tutorials at all. i copied all. look at how screwed i am.
the same goes for maths. and econs. wow that makes all 3 subjects im taking! clap clap clap.
lastly..my lovely scg. (not all the guys are here though)
9:43 PM
how do i love thee?
happy valentine's day all. we get to wear home clothes to sch today..AGAIN. haha. not bad a day. quite slack. cause there's no co :D
diary-x is experiencing a major prob. just when i have stuff to post, the system is down.
econs test tmr.
actually i have a lot to say. but nvm. cyas.
how do i love thee?
6:08 PM
valentine's day is such a great event in JC. haha. i remembered i didnt really give a hoot about it last time. i didnt even remember when was vday.
but this year's different anyway. :) i have so many things to do. and so little time. and no co on tue! so nice right......i didnt know co can be so nice can cancel pract cause of vday. hahaha. but still..i have econs test on wed. ...... RAAAAAHH.
sorta celebrated vday yest and watched I Not Stupid Too. i thought it was a great movie. towards the end it was just crying non stop. the 2 actors are so charming!!! i wonder how old they are. hrmm. haha. anyway supp to eat fish and co but cause the queue was horribly long and the same goes for the other restaurants, we switched to teppan yaki! I SO LOVE TEPPAN YAKI. i dont even know where to find it alr, except in wisma, now that the ones in century square, J8 and Bugis have closed down. i think they purposely closed down all then put the one and only one in the expensive food court in wisma, so they can charge a higher price. HOW EVIL. in the past, esp sec 4, i ate teppan yakki all the time after school. heh. and i never ever got sick of it. now it's all the way at wisma. wth. deprived.
ECONS TEST ON WED. how considerate.
i didnt go to school on fri cause i overslept. overslept cause i stayed up till 3.40 to make my mortal's card cause she's getting her os results on friday and she's really sweet :D. in the end i didnt turn up for sch. haha. ALL MY HARD WORK FOR NOTHING! nah la anyway she didnt go to sch either. cause she overslept too!
ECONS TEST ON WED.
wait is there chem test too someday in next week?
RAAHHH.
i am in no mood, no mood at all for school.
Mr. postman
Mr. postman look and see
You got a letter in your bag for me (oh yeah)
I've been waiting such a long time
Since I heard from that girl of mine.
You gotta wait a minute, wait a minute, oh yeah (Mr. postman)
Wait a minute, wait a minute, oh yeah (Mr. postman)
You gotta wait a minute, wait a minute, oh yeah (Mr. postman)
You gotta check it and see, one more time for me.
You gotta wait a minute, wait a minute, oh yeah (Mr. postman)
Wait a minute, wait a minute, oh yeah (Mr. postman)
Mr. po-o-o-stman, oh yeah (wait a minute, wait a minute)
Deliver the letter, the sooner the better.
LONG TIME NO SEE!
9:53 PM
HELLOOO hello! yes looong time nooo see. haha.
today..i finally gave my mortal something! and of course replied my angel. :D
today...i felt quite low. :(
today...i missed LAx even more. :(
today...i missed you.
today...i thought of the distance between wy and me again. :(
tomorrow...i look forward to nothing.
I MISS LAxxxxxxxxxx.
i dont know how im gonna study hard
it's alr feb. and i still havent settled down.
today instead of studying.. i slept in the library again.
great. bah.
what can i be when i grow up?
hrmm..
i wanted to be a teacher ever since i remembered anything
i dunno about now. i wonder if i still want to be a teacher that much.
maybe quite a bit still? *shrugs* if i were to be one. what the hell can i teach? LOL.
then sec sch i thought of lots of careers i dont mind being in.
POLICEWOMAN. LOL. highly unlikely.
camp instructor!. LOL. cannot it's only fun and no money. i want money. :)
surgeon. haha. but i didnt take bio and chem.
still got quite a bit but i cant remember.
now i quite like the idea of an event planner. :) or wedding planner.
of course as usual, NU QIANG REN also can.
but i think planner better.
tmr run again.
where has all my determination gone to.
last time i wanan die alr also wont stop. now i dont give a damn.
ok i still have determination la.
but i dont really push myself as much.
ok i'll try tomorrow.
after As i wanna learn how to blade professionally.
should i dye and perm my hair? (after As i mean) hrmm
i like black hair. but permed hair black not nice.
but perm/dye both will spoil hair. is it time to spoil it yet? LOL.
retarded.
bah ignore ignore.
PLEASE LET ME SCORE SO DAMN WELL FOR A LEVELS.
thanks.
BYE/.
i didnt realise it's february alr.
8:33 PM
拿了我的给我送回来 吃了我的给我吐出来闪闪红星里面的记载
变成此时对白
欠了我的给我补回来
偷了我的给我交出来
你我好像划拳般恋爱
每次都是猜……
i looooove this song! :D
went to sing with LAx and alan and jinrui yest. it was fun :D
new year was all right. nothing much haha.
but i just dread going back to sch. mostly cause there's co today.
and thursday a stupid long day. grr.
......
i just remembered there's practical tomorrow.
and i think im suppose to memorise a lot of stuff for the stupid practical.
...............
ARGHHHHHHHHHHH
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT.
DAAAAAMMMMMMMMMNNNNNNNNN ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
i dont want school.
broken this fragile thing now...
