just smile back.
this has got to be the worst day of my school life
how much more down on luck can i get.
first my accounting sucks.
and due to unknown reasons, my brain/ears completely blocked out my alarm this morning.
last week i skipped tutorial, this week i overslept. im screwed.
i went to class late. to see my group halfway through presentation.
the one presentation that i contributed nothing to and was totally clueless about.
i figured it out last night, but i guess it wasnt good enough.
and then i presented one small section, which showed my ignorance in the end.
what's worse, i missed half of the tutorial and i cant afford to do that.
because i need the knowledge, i need to be taught. and i screwed up.
after class i didnt know what to do to redeem myself, i talked to the prof.
not much, just say my piece of crap and crappy questions.
he's nice, but i dont feel good about it.
let's just hope and pray, he doesnt dislike me and kill me for my class participation.
which prob suck right now all because of the presentation i went late for.
walked out of class, feeling like the lousiest thing ever.
& then in the usual xinyi-crybaby tradition....yea i couldnt help it
what's the best thing. a fren came to talk to me, said my watch was nice yadayada.
the whole situtation was just awkward cause i was so cold.
so biz law up next...suck it up. this time i did it well.
biz law... of all days, i got called upon TWICE to answer questions for 2 group presentations.
haha. i knew it. i was not the least bit surprised when i got called upon.
but anyway they let me off for the 2nd question cause i answered the first.
so i guess, seek comfort in that. in that my luck is not that bad afterall.
haha or maybe in that.
human beings have compassion ?
haha. no link.
am i putting too much stress on myself
i think it's just the way i am
i cant stand it when i dont get concepts fast.
i cant stand ignorance on my part.
and i most certainly hate to have a prof dislike me.
straighten up little soldierstiffen up that upper lipwhat you crying aboutyou've got me?Labels: mess
