girls suck.
1530 22nd Nov marks the end of sem 1.
im supposed to be happy-->exhilarated--->ecstatic..whatever you can name.
but im not.
& that kinda suck. because i want to be happy. simple as that.
i feel so....lost?
no not because i miss mugging alr as stated in my stupid nick. i dont miss mugging one bit. i prefer sitting here lazy surfing around the net.
im thinking about IHG. about how come people like to bother you when you dont ever step on their toes. about how i miss my friends. about how ive come to today. how my life for the past few months just revolved around my roomie and my boyfriend. every single day. not that im sick of it, i dont think i'll ever be because i love them loads.
did i ever mention im glad to have zixian as my roomie? haha. at first i was a bit doubtful, cause i was afraid of personality clashes and disagreements. but hell no, none of that happened. in fact it was the other way round, great company, compromises and a gossip venue coupled with heart-to-heart talks through the night.
anyway back to my point. "not that im sick of it yadayada.." but zx mentioned "i miss tj" and it suddenly occurred to me how routine and boring my life has been. maybe it's the exams. yea it IS because of the exams. hrmm need some love now. i wanna be happy, crazy and high! maybe it's the headache. bugger. paracetamol. nah. i actually dont eat panadols la. haha.
wow my dear roomie just packed her stuff. so neat?!?! omg something new.....
next up...revitalise the softboard?!
hahaha!
"when you feel like hope is gone..look inside you and be strong..":(
during the exam period, all i could think of was all the post-exam plans
and now. i feel far too lazy to go about doing any of them.
im so weak. :
sigh im not a friendly person. im usually not very keen to start a conversation unless im really close to you. or unless im really chirpy and talkative and cranky that day. or unless i really really really like you. or unless i make an effort to. yea im just a too living-in-your-own-world kind of person. make an effort to.....talk to people. maybe i should do that more often. haha.
urgh im hungry.
& i really want to be happy.
and be inspired.
and not be judged.
and be a better & nicer person.
and to excel in something.
and to have a super hot body. (HAhahahahaha!)
i think it's the headache.
dont ask me anything.
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