rja- damn regret.
is this the end?
the
long awaited closure?
"is there anything else still with me?"doesnt seem to be.
but i just couldnt say no.
we were once a part of each other. have i withdrawn every remaing part of myself from you completely?
i should. and i have to. because this is it.
we've both given up this fight eventually.
my wound too deep. your regrets far too late.
what a pity. you were my everything. haha.
not anymore xinyi. not anymore. so stop the tears.
dont reminisce.
i'll pull through. the worst is over.
yea. sounds like closure.
people expect me to be over it alr.
to be strong. i wonder if i lived up to those expectations.
i think i did. but times like this, i wonder why i still crumble inside.
too rush i guess. sorry but tonight. im not okay.
it f-ing hurts. sigh.
but then again, we all know i'll be up and well by tmr.
wont you xinyi?
yea yea yea.
im the cool chilli padi girl.
Labels: june's fool, paper shoes, the last goodbye
