my sleep was disrupted with nightmares after nightmares.
each a sequel of the previous one.
all a reminder of how it all still haunts my subconscious mind.
i thought i was over the part about cheating hearts already
but no it still makes me furious and low.
the only disparity from reality was
the dream was like an aftermath- changing hearts.
yet another painful reminder to dear old me.
of how my dream is like an inveitable vision.
with different characters of course. unknown at the moment.
i was a mess in the nightmares. still a mess.
come the "one fine day" mentioned in the previous post,
will dreams become reality and me, a mess?
sigh.
these reminders are making me feel low when it's not even pms.
sigh.
say.."come what may."
come what may.
?
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