sometimes i wonder what if i could perform a soul switch with you, like that in freaky friday.
just for a few seconds at that moment.
like that, there wouldnt be a need for me to speak or to think of what to speak because there is really no more room left in my mind to think of the right way to structure sentences.
at one moment, there were so many things running through my mind that if the soul switch occurred such that my thoughts remained inside my head, i think you could have gotten a shock at how chaotic it is inside that head of mine you were looking at just a few seconds ago, how behind that face that seemed to portray only one emotion-anger, was not filled with just singular rage, but a rough blend of shame, confusion, guilt, sorrow, anger and irritation with not just you but him & myself. Questions and conclusions came blow by blow, like a slideshow playing on a projection screen, each slide pumped with adrenaline, ready to flash, disappear and repeat. Just 3 seconds will do, the soul switch, 3 seconds was enough to let you feel the sudden load of rushing thoughts and be amused at how much more of a chaotic thinker and worrier i am. and then after the soul switch, we can have our very own freaky sunday and most importantly, i dont have to try to speak anymore.
time for bed.
people usually end off with "im sorry if i dont make sense"
ya me too.
peace in the mind.
give it to me soon. now.
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