you kick up the leaves and the magic is gone.
bad day.
i feel like shit.
fuck.
yea one by one the negativities come swimming back
welcome welcome home
and one by one, coincidental events occur to force the brain to take control over the heart.
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anyway results.
2nd March 2007i didnt do badly. in fact pretty good considering the amount of effort put in. (except math. cause i did work harder for math since J2. if i dont get A for math i would have died of sadness.)
i am satisfied enough. except for bloody GP.
math-Aecons-Achem-Blet's just ignore GP first.
wooohooo A for econs omg :D
chem is so expected although i had wished for some luck to make it hit an A.
if only (yea if only if only) i started studying for chem and taking chem exams seriously from the start of J2.
my name would have appeared under 3As on the big fat screen.
but it's ok. thankful i didnt score a C for chem.
talking bout C. thanks to dear
GP. i got a
C5 in my slip.
like AHHH! i know i flopped. AGAIN. but surely not that bad?
i dont understand why i will always damnit screw up for dear GP during exams.
i cried so hard in school thanks to dear GP.
which now i totally regret cause people might think i scored darn badly for my As.
anyway ms kwan was really nice, she told me "what matters is we both know that you are better than a C5. when you go to uni show them your true standards"
of course my GP is not A1 kind duh. but C5? :(
and mr tong was really nice too, he told me "i always knew you were capable of such results cause of ur intelligence (sthg liddat. cant rem exact words. but happy! :D). i want to let you know no matter what came between us i really appreciate you. i hope you dont think that im always picking on you. i asked you to help me in the office so that i could spend more time to talk to you.............. "
SO FRIGGING NICE!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
yea still got more but its asking me to go back find him and inform him if i get into the course i want.
which i stilll havent decide.
and i never thought he picked on me. lol.
wheee so niceeeeeeeeeeeee :D!!!
ms kwan also very nice!! she sorta hugged me i think. vague memory of it.
so niceeeee! TJ has nice teachers :D
except for 13/05's very first GP tutor who walked out of the class. win. :S
i must remember those words forever. :)
i wanted to find leeleefong. i wanted to thank her. i think she's really a great econs teacher.
i want to let her know i scored A. although she prob will/alr know.
i havent done well for econs ever. majorly due to my laziness.
JCTS she sorta told me to wake up. i cant remember the exact words. i cried after the lesson cause i was rockbottom.
Prelims i improved tremendously and miraculously got into top 50. till this day i still have no idea why. she praised me "very good!"
Finally A levels, i got my A. still, im not sure how.
although i bet i prob dont mean much of a student to LLF, i am just happy to get my A and i like her, so really felt like telling her and thanking her.
Mr Tan too. he answered all my questions without any hint of irritation although i sometimes slept and didnt pay attention in class. i really like him too :D
co teacher in charge hehe.
alright all in all. im satisfied. except for GP.
haha.
and congrats to all who scored well.
yeow zhiqiang included.
and to longyou. i'll always support ur decision and hope you take the road you prefer!
muacks!
caught a late night movie. protege. not bad.
but wouldnt leave an impression.
that's bout all. typing all the above results-related stuff actually made me feel better.
plus talking to angelinegoh on the phone.
woots.
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happy two years + 1 day !
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