i overslept AGAIN. ponned 2 days in a row.
argh! i didnt even hear the alarm.
i really cant sleep at 3+ and wake up by myself at 6
bad. morning call please. haha. i think i'll need at least 3.
thanks phz in advance. lol.


got back all papers except GP.
heard ms kwan said censorship wasnt well done. :(
tt's sad. 10 more scripts unmarked. let it be 13/05's.


i deproved for math. tt suck.
it hit me today tt. it's really not good.
is it because i did less this time?
is it because i panicked for paper 1 and flopped it?
time to buck up.


chem was not as good as expected but im ok with it cause i studied little for it.
but i am v unsure of how well i can actually do for chem
cause chem is the subject that i always dont bother for exams
nvm.
time to buck up.


econs. i was utterly surprised and happy.
i improved by 25 marks.
highest girl in class and 2nd/3rd in class if im not wrong.
CAN U BELIEVE IT?
i couldnt. Mrs LLF told me "VERY GOOD."
you know how much that meant to me? i didnt think LLF would ever ever praise me.
i was on cloud nine. totally ecstatic.
but at night. i crashed down hard.
i felt so low. my econs is still weak.
was it just luck?
i think there's a great element of luck inside.
think econs. think uncertainty.
time to buck up.



YES. LIN XINYI. TIME TO BUCK UP.
YOU CAN DO IT!



math was my strongest. now econs?
HAHAHAHA. funny.



so clear now that you are all that i have.
we'll pull through and life after A's will be even more wonderful.
i promise you my time :)
we can do it! lol.
xoxo