i cannot cry. because i know that's weakness in your eyes.
im forced to fake. a smile. a laugh..everyday of my life
my heart cant possibly break when it wasnt even whole to start with..
had a big fight with my parents last night. haha. crying without explaining is not even allowed anymore. went to school looking drastic. but i dont care. no im serious i really dont.
the march holidays are coming. and yes guess what. i dont care either. it probably wont make much difference cept for being able to sleep till noon.
i am so down. but i dont think you know. but it's ok. i said i can do this on my own. and i will.
thanks zhenhui for the surprise tiramisu delivered.
and thanks angeline for the hug. haha. funny. i didnt ask for one and i just kept hugging her.
my tears would have flowed down fast and freely if i hadnt stop them. imagine crying in class. LOL. nah even if i did i wouldnt let anyone know.
so formal. & so distant.
why the ever so familiar feelings
i am lost and helpless
once again
dont bother...
