thanks for acting like you care
i am so sick of everything.
i look forward to nothing at all.
while revising math. my mind drifted off again. i thought of what to play during pe tmr. then what about break? will i play during break or rest to look through some math for the math test (which is the period after break.) ? what if my terrible muscle ache cant recover my tmr and i cant play vball and decide to be the catcher in cball? and what if i fall and hit my head and bleed while jumping on the chair? what if there were lots of blood and i had to be sent to the hospital and i dont have to take the math test? will you worry for me? so worried you cant do your math test and flunk it? what will happen to me? what if i have to be hospitalised? will you visit me everyday? will you send me flowers? will you lie by my bed till the next morning if it's allowed? and what if i die? will you miss me? a few weeks? shrugs. and then poof. you wouldnt even remember i existed. LOL. no more cold shoulders. no more quarrels. no more cryings. no more disappointments.
broken this fragile thing now...i'll slp at 12am. and i prob wont be able to finish revising my math.
acty i typed a lot more. some cursings some problems.
but heck no. lest ANYONE gloat over my misery. hur.
i dont owe you anything.
i can find no reasons at all for you. to make me have to tolerate your nonsense.
aint i the girl, the one who's suppose to experience much more mood swings?
and why when i do not give you people my fucking mood swings, i have to tolerate yours?
ive had enough. you will hear nothing more from me.
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broken this fragile thing now...
