my insignificance.
im falling sick. terrible sorethroat, headache and flu. not that it matters. i havent been sick for so long anyway. Yes it doesnt matter. im not trying to grab anyone's attention and care, if you're gonna say i am.
kind of a bad day for me. v unlucky. but whatever. im all alone now with my book and that's all im gonna care about.
i dont need anyone. except LAx. the ones who truly care and understand and with them i can feel that i mean something and is actually important.
today. it's all about me. i dont care. be angry be confused be hurt be ignored. i really dont care. you feel how i feel today. im not all nice and sweet. not like you dunno. well if you dont. now you know.
fucking mind games. fucking arrogance. fucking bastards and bitches.
yea i know guys dont like girls saying vulgarities. they must be
demureee and
sweeeet. :))
but i am FUCKING down. and nobody ever said i was demuree. fuck. seriously, not like i care anyway.
one year to freedom. i cant wait.
i
MUST do well.
i must do FUCKING well.
