i am..
i am.
morbid
sadistic
broken
& colder than hell
hurt
hope-less
confused
unimportant
unwanted
just so. hurt.
sometimes i actually wish i suffer from depression
it'll be normal for me to be self destructive and ...and. depressed.
den everyone will think twice before talking to me
for fear of hurting my feelings.
but on second thoughts.
it wouldnt be good at all
no one will bother about me
i might end up dead before 18 cause i wun cut myself i wun stuff pills i wun inflict pain
i'll just jump. and if i jump i'll surely die.
you have no idea how hurt i am
and so drained of energy and emotions
i hate you." just like what you wrote all over my organiser
